The past few weeks have been very hard for me. I've been wrestling with a few weighty decisions, and it's been making every aspect of my day somewhat different then normal.
My first decision was that I need to stay in Salt Lake. I have a few very good friends, who are actually better guys then most of my older friends, and I have a good job...at least for now, who knows what could happen 6 months down the road. This decision was a tug of war for the last month, between wanting to be with my dad, and wanting to stay with my friends.
In the end, I realized that someday I would have to grow up. As much as my father loves me, he won't want me to live with him forever, and I need a chance to grow. So far it's been a pretty fun experience. Me and Jay don't hate each other, in fact, we've hung out quite a bit the last few days, which most of my friends who have roommates don't do. We still get our time to ourselves, and that's good, because I think everyone needs to just chill and be by themselves for a while.
My other decision, was that I need to go to school. Not just want to, I need to. I can't live this life that I'm living, uneducated, even though I'm smart enough to make it without college, I feel like I'm uneducated in social aspects, as well as educational aspects. I hope that getting out, and going to class, I might meet some people to hang out with, maybe go to a few parties, and relax, instead of being the way I have been, work, then home, then work again.
So, starting in the spring semester, I'm going to try to go for 12 credit hours a semester, every semester. hopefully I can knock my degree out within the next 3 years or so.
Anyways, just giving a little update as to what's going on with me.
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college?! your crazy man! that put all these crazy ideas in your head man! dont let them! they will try to take over! AHHHH!!!! jk. thanks cool man you got direction then i do right now
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